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Not Pregnant

“Sorry to inform you, your blood test is negative,” said the staff from hospital.

Blood test is the most accurate to confirm pregnancy they say. A firm no for the third time.

I have no more blastocyst left. This means we have to go for a fresh cycle if we want to try again.

I joined a IVF support group and felt better after knowing there are stronger women out there who are still trying after their fifth cycle.

The needles, the injections and the scans all over again. How do I get off work for all these?

Somehow I don’t want to think about it and contemplating to quit my job again. Leaving such decisions for a later time.

Meanwhile, I am just taking care of my emotions, taking supplements and hoping for good news in future.

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