Please tell me if I am doing things right.

Doing things right versus doing the right thing.

Doing things right is preparing for a proper handover so things don’t go wrong after I leave my job.

Doing the right thing is leaving a permanent job citing baby plans because I want to pop before I turn 40.

Yesterday, the boss asked if I want to reconsider leaving. Or if I really want to leave, extend my last day because it will be end of the year soon. Bonus coming, and if I do get pregnant and have a baby I should have a stable job and environment blah blah.

“I find the candidates I met too junior,” she lamented.

Um… (Yah… where do you find a seemingly mature and experienced and highly affordable one like me. 🙄)

I left the room doubting my decision after having the conversation but I don’t know what shit will come my way the moment I decide to stay. Not prepared for all these.

I really don’t enjoy administrative tasks like tracking people’s training hours from three different sources and manually adding them onto a spreadsheet when such tasks are already automated elsewhere. I should be running strategic learning programs and company initiatives.

Looking at my bank account, I may regret my decision because the company pays two to six months bonus, but these few weeks are the best time I had in this company. 😂

My ex-boss introduced me to a hiring manager from my ex company the moment she heard I am looking out. So, I went for a meeting cum informal interview without any JD and pending Budget approval. Haven’t heard anything back but I hope something good comes out from it.

I said I want to rest and try for a baby but yet I am looking out for job openings because being at home and not doing anything else scares me.

If it scares me being jobless, why am I quitting?

I am soooooo not focused and not getting my priorities right. Right?