Recently, the marital bed serving either one of us at any one time for the past two years has gotten busier since kiddo started asking for bedtime stories and falling asleep thereafter on the bed.

Many times, all of us fell asleep one after another after reading.

Bliss.

Three’s not a crowd. Three’s a company with the two men in my life.

I felt happy whenever I see kiddo and the husband spending time together. He may not be a good husband but he can be a good father.

He’s not perfect but he is making amends.

My child is one of the reasons why I am still married after the infidelity episode because I knew he is more likely be home with the kid if I am out partying. In the current situation, when I am out on work events.

Since meeting the ex episode last week, I have been treating the husband more kindly and the amount of sex we are having has increased. Maybe I was feeling guilty of stirring up old feelings.

Suddenly I remembered how enjoyable sex could be even though it is a different partner now.

I remembered my husband was the only man that could give me the sense of security with just a hug after the ex.

I remembered I instinctively know the current husband is the destined father of my child after the first date.

Thank you ex boyfriend for reminding me who is family and deserves my time and energy now.